Hoodoo2060

Cut in to me with the words that rang I trained my mind to block out the train Can't stop Turn around look back you're on blocks Loose lips mixing with eyes on you like hawks Dropping slack touching pimples like chicken pox I just got back to trade good times for jagged rocks Slime time spread it on to blend in with grime Meant it to be glitter but it turns out that's a far climb I got triggers I get slipped upon my mix ups My search for clarity glared sunshine into gridlock Goldilocks Taught me good enough is never good enough I tell in hope that the come backs will be lift ups But misanthropes slip shit to outshine glad hopes Wish my mind

A fit of insensible, less then reprehensible, carelessness confessed my brother I couldn't let it go, I had to let him know, With words like fists I plundered Once I had a grip, I really wedged it in, A self disgusted ego engine I was a loaded gun, reckless and destructive, The tears in his eyes and I can't take it back I can never take the moment back I don't know who I was Where that viciousness came from It's a stain on my mind I betrayed his trust and yearning for love No matter how forgiven I can't forget what I'm capable of Petty wasted cruelties I'll never take credit again I'll never take credit again for what it's worth